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I'm dancing for the mirror,
spinning 'round with half a view,
all i can see now is a half of me,
a half without you.
An empty dream stares back
from a past i don't wish to remember,
with the pain and love
and all else that could barely matter.
But the bleeding, the beating-
of my empty heart,
hollowly breaking on the floor.
And the crinkling of the pieces-
as you keep stepping on my hands-
and crushing them more,
until all i can find is dust-
slipping through my fingers-
and mixing with my tears.
Following me is a rain of laughter-
at the belief i had of us-
and those who thought it not.
But after so many years
the pain has dispersed,
and he has been replaced,
not only once but thrice-
by others who lied just as he-
and told me they had a love for me-
then left me in tears,
to fight myself from harm.
So now it's locked away
where no one can reach it
and not even the greatest of puzzlers-
can ever hope to put it back together.
Without this key-
the key i've swallowed-
there's no chance of it opening,
not even a crack to peek.
So i'll never know how fast it beats-
and you'll never see what color it really is.
The safe is even locked away.
where i can half see-
and you will never be-
with the secret me
who would never let you in,
until maybe now.
 Your-Angel-Eien · Thu Jan 15, 2009 @ 02:53am · 0 Comments |
