I really feel down and depressed so much today cry emo crying . I was suppose to go to a friend's house today. We are suppose to be together there in Miks-san's house. TOGETHER. Us Keybladers. Keybladers is the name of our group. We're a group of anime lovers. We split up because of there was a fight between my best friend and the rest of the members. That was around last grade 6 (we're in first year high school now). So I was left in the middle. The fight got resolved after a few weeks but we never got out together again. My ultimate dream (more than anything else) is us to get back together. Today was suppose to be the opportunity but my mom won't allow me to go. She doesn't know anything what happened or what is happening to me now because she favors my little sister more. Everybody favors my little sister more. That's because she's got more talent than me (in drawing that is) and I am always shy . And so what if I am shy? That still isn't a good reason for them to favor her more than me. I mean, my grades are a LOT MORE higher than hers. And she already committed two offenses in school while I haven't. How come they still favor her more than me? No, I'm not jealous of my little sister (maybe just a little bit). But I really really love my sister. She's one of the people I can't live without. So anyway, my parents don't know that I am emo. I don't really know what their reaction will be if they find out I'm one. Moving on, my dream of us getting back together (grammar?) seems impossible. But I really want it to come true. We must be back together before March because Miks is going to Australia sometime in March. Anyone, if you can sympathize with me, can you give suggestions of what we can do together? I just really want us all back together. Just like when we were in grade 5 crying .
Michiko Sakura · Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 09:30am · 0 Comments |