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song+ Deireadh an Tuath // Enya
book+ women's encyclopedia of myths and secrets
scent+ coffee
quest+ fox ears .. ? x.x
upper+ coco kitty .. on top of kiki kitties' head! *diesofcuteness* ^o^
downer+ ryuu farrrr away, needed badly. ;.;
attire+ mommy's sweater and blanket, bought from Irish festival. good memories. xD
drink+ increasingly cold coffee
okayyeah .. I'm not very awake right now.
I'm mostly tired of pollwhoring, so I thought I'd take a break and talk to myself a while, yay. =B
I can't believe it's so close to Samhain. ;_; And still I have nothing planned. I'm so friggen exhausted I can barely seem to get up and move, but I HAVE to take the anxiety meds, because otherwise I'm crawling up the walls with panic about the bird flu thinking it will kill the world ahh. ;.;
I will try to be reasonable about this. -o-
But currently I'm too tired to worry about much. @.@ I've been having vivid dreams and sleeping much more deeply lately. I'm not used to this at all. x_x Like just now, I woke up out of what felt like a coma.
Also, almost everytime I close my eyes and attempt to sleep, I dream that I'm speaking Spanish very rapidly, and I know what I'm saying. But as soon as a I wake up again I forget what it all meant. x_O
And .. xD well, I was dreaming about .. oh! I remember now. I was at dads. There were some creepy scaries outside so we had locked the doors. There is this little boy with me, and he's really scared, so I have to hold his hand. Then there is this knock at the door. x.x For some idiotic reason I open it. It's this girl, kind of dressed up in a fancy black dress. And she asks me if I know this other girl, who has apparently just died in a car accident. In the dream I'm like .. o.O? What? Well I tell her I don't. So she says okay, sorry to bother you, and just as I'm shutting the door, she pushes it open and goes:
"Wait, do you worship the devil?"
XD .... A very WTF moment ensues. xD
Then I'm dreaming about something else. I'm in this really old house. Actually I've been dreaming about this same house for years. x_X;; I know every room inside of it, I know almost all the details of the architecture, I mean I've even been able to draw floor plans of the damn place. xD But I've never been there in real life. I think. Anyway I'm back in The House. This time I'm in one of the bedrooms. There is this white cabinet, and it's really dark in the room, and there are these shadows of the trees outside waving across the bright white paint. There are a bunch of girls with me, and I tell them that inside the cabinet is .. o.o another world. Well, for some reason I'm actually lying to them, and open the door and there's nothing there. But then I laugh and say something like "Oh! Just kidding! See, it's the wardrobe in the OTHER room that has the Otherworld inside of it." xD So we all go to the other room, and open the wardrobe, and .. o.o
There's Fairyland. For real. Everything is veryvery bright gold and green. Like a painting of Valinor I've seen. The other girls wander away looking at different things, and I'm looking at this tree, and I see this lady wearing flowers. And in the dream I know it's Blodeuwedd. And there's an owl in the tree. And the little white wolf from Wild Divine, Luna, is sitting next to me.
.... And then I wake up. xD
Which kind of sucked because something was about to happen, like the lady was about to tell me something. Gah! Oh well. xD
Anyway, back to reality. XD I LUFF MY COCO KITTY OMGOMG! whee *rolls around with joy* I've decided I need to give both my kitties names, as I never really decided on one for my Kiki. So, hmmm. I shall decide by the end of this journal entry. xD
I miss my love, so so so so much. ;_; *keels*
Dishes are piling up, and I know I have to do them, but urhg, I cannot find the motivation. -_____X
'Si na Samhna,
tus na Bliain Ur.
'Si an crann marbh.
Deireadh an tua.
It is Halloween,
beginning of the New Year.
It's the dead tree.
End of the tribe.
 The Viscount · Thu Oct 27, 2005 @ 10:54pm · 2 Comments |
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