I miss you princess, and I always will.
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Today is my brother's birthdays. And seven Halloween's ago we bought him a kitten for his birthday. Seven years to the day we got her, we had to put her to sleep.
Sunday night the neighbor brought our cat to us, she'd been laying on the side of the road in the rain for who knows how long. We dried her up, and curled her up in pillows, and my mom stayed up with her for the night. From the seeming puncture wounds we figured she'd been attacked by an animal and had a leg dislocated we told her she'd be fine. Halloween morning we called the vet, but couldn't get an appointment until 2 pm. I laid with her for 7 hours, cupping her head in my hand, petting her chest to keep her comfy and lull her to sleep before 1 finaly came around and we took her to the doctor.
Turns out we were wrong. After asurring ourselves, my brother, and her that she'd be fine, we find out that she's broken her pelvis in three places (more then likely hit by another dumbass who feels it necessary to fly down country roads). We can get her surgery but the fact remains that she may never be able to hunt again, and she'd be stuck in the house for 8 weeks atleast. So amidst a shower of tears we decided to put her down. It rained all day. I had a migraine for the rest of the day but still had to take my brother 'birthday shopping'. Happy birthday. Happy Halloween.
Tenshi was so much like me. A princess in her own mind, affectionate only when she wanted, strong, independent, a b***h even. But we loved every bit of it. The way she followed after to do chores, the way she'd catch us birds and mice everyday despite her lack of front claws and my mother's obvious dislike of finding them, they way she curled up beside us on cold nights, they way she whined to go outside everyday (rain or shine), even how she'd hide under beds and attack your feet when you walked by.
I miss her so much it's not even funny and for now I don't know if I can feel better. Or even if I want to feel better again.
Sunday night the neighbor brought our cat to us, she'd been laying on the side of the road in the rain for who knows how long. We dried her up, and curled her up in pillows, and my mom stayed up with her for the night. From the seeming puncture wounds we figured she'd been attacked by an animal and had a leg dislocated we told her she'd be fine. Halloween morning we called the vet, but couldn't get an appointment until 2 pm. I laid with her for 7 hours, cupping her head in my hand, petting her chest to keep her comfy and lull her to sleep before 1 finaly came around and we took her to the doctor.
Turns out we were wrong. After asurring ourselves, my brother, and her that she'd be fine, we find out that she's broken her pelvis in three places (more then likely hit by another dumbass who feels it necessary to fly down country roads). We can get her surgery but the fact remains that she may never be able to hunt again, and she'd be stuck in the house for 8 weeks atleast. So amidst a shower of tears we decided to put her down. It rained all day. I had a migraine for the rest of the day but still had to take my brother 'birthday shopping'. Happy birthday. Happy Halloween.
Tenshi was so much like me. A princess in her own mind, affectionate only when she wanted, strong, independent, a b***h even. But we loved every bit of it. The way she followed after to do chores, the way she'd catch us birds and mice everyday despite her lack of front claws and my mother's obvious dislike of finding them, they way she curled up beside us on cold nights, they way she whined to go outside everyday (rain or shine), even how she'd hide under beds and attack your feet when you walked by.
I miss her so much it's not even funny and for now I don't know if I can feel better. Or even if I want to feel better again.