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Wow, so it's the first time I've updated this in like, forever. I'm really bored, and I have nothing better to do, so I geuss I'll do that now.
My life has been pretty weird (as the title of this entry says). Not that it wasn't pretty weird to begin with, but now it's just gotten wierder. I don't really know where to start...
So remember that entry about Mr. *AMAZING*? (aka Forrest Cruz) Sure you do. Well anyway, he's pretty much my best guy friend now. He cracks me up. I don't know what happened to the he used to (or might still) like me thing, and to tell the truth, I really don't care. He's a good friend and that's it.
I seem to have fanboys now... it's kinda weird. There are 6 that I can think of that I know about right now. I don't have concrete proof that they like me, but nothing disproves it either, and they seem to act like they do like me, so I call them my fanboys (obviously not to their face).
The original one is Michael. The one that I like(d) Well to tell the truth I'm really not sure who I like right now. Anyway, he's still in my English class, but we don't have the same lunch anymore. He still keeps staring at me, and I've attempted to talk to him, but either I chicken out, he doesn't hear me, or it doesn't really count as a conversation between the two of us, because there's always like 3 other people in the conversation. But hey, at least I'm getting somewhere... He's still really cute, and still makes me SUPER nervous, but he doesn't seem to just pop up out of nowhere anymore.
The next one is this guy named Alex (L) and he's in my HOPE class, and now my volleyball class. He's pretty much the only one of my known fanboys that's ever had a real conversation with me. Sometimes I talk to him while we're waiting for HOPE to start. He's pretty cool (usually). He's not all that cute, I'd say he's borderline on cute. He does have really pretty blue eyes though. The unfortunate part for him, is me and my friends have a ton of inside jokes that kinda revolve around him. He doesn't exactly know that though... (oh and his codename is Orochimaru, long story) I say that he epicly fails at life, and recently, I've become really competitive toward him and I don't think so. I tried to beat him at the mile today. He ended up beating me by 2 seconds, which is a new record for me. I was so close, and when he passed me the last time, I think he realized that I was trying to beat him, cause he heard me curse when he passed me, and he was like "Are you serious?" So that was pretty funny. It's on now.
The next one is named Clayton. He's a cutie, and he's in my biology and history classes. I've wondered if he likes me for a while now, but recently it's really seemed like he does. He seems like a really cool guy. He's in drama, and he was selling candy last week. The first day I bought it from him, it was pretty funny. He seemed really shocked. The next day he was really nice though. He really is a cutie, I catch him staring at me in class, or in the halls sometimes. He seems to be friends (kinda) with Forrest, who also has Biology and History with me, so that works.
When I started finding out about this next one, is when I started calling them fanboys. His name is Eric, he's really cute, and he's in my algebra class. What happened was, I was sitting on my desk, waiting for the bell to ring, and him and his friend were right behind me. So then I heard his friend (Nick), say something along the lines of, blonde? oh so it's gotta be either her or her, and then he geustured toward me and Vironica. So Eric looks right at me, and then the bell rings, so I didn;t get to hear any more of it. Funny how guys always tend to forget that when she's standing within five feet of you, she can probably hear you... So yeah now he stares at me alot.
The other two are friends with Michael and Eric, and their names are Brandon and Alex (B). They're the ones that make me go Why me gonk ? I don't have any classes with either one, but whenever they're around, they always stare. I try not to judge people, but they're both really weird, and not a fun way like me and my friends.
So, yeah that's just the 6 that I know about. I have seen other guys staring at me, but so far nothing to say that they might like me, and who knows about guys that might actually have a clue how to be subtle. I don't get why all these guys keep staring at me. Well, whatever the case may be, it's getting pretty weird.

Well, Bye! heart