So, I usually end up reading some steamy yaoi story, and end up feeling like s**t because I can never have the kind of relationship I want, the kind I imagine in my head.
Either that, or desperately wishing I was just not trans (i.e. a girl, "normal" ) so I wouldn't have to deal with the bullshit of being trans.
I'm going over an old webcomic that's focusing on an exchange between a heterosexual couple. I look at her in the first panel, the shape of her breasts and stomach, and for the first time I find myself wishing I was normal, not so I wouldn't have to deal with being trans, but so I could appreciate my female body, my heterosexual relationship. I want to be normal not so I wouldn't be unhappy, but that I could be happy.
It's a really nice feeling. Shame it can't ever come true.
 Lexenos the Gypsy Bard · Wed Mar 25, 2009 @ 04:38am · 0 Comments |
