I've been feeling nauseous for the past several days and today, my legs ache for no reason. My whole body does, but legs specifically. I shook with the effort it took to pull myself out of a chair. And my body aches if I move too much.
And god, my looks. My boobs are sagging and my gut is sticking out as if I've already had a kid. I've gained 40 pounds since I went on the Depo shot. I'm 20, I'm supposed to look young and beautiful.
I'm sure the shot's doing all this, ruining me. ********, I wish I'd never gone on it, I wish I'd taken one of the rings instead.
I wish I could talk to my boyfriend about this without him tuning me out or telling me to stop whining.
 Lexenos the Gypsy Bard · Sat May 23, 2009 @ 06:35pm · 0 Comments |
