View User's Journal

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal

Life: each breath i take adds another chain
each heart beat puts another knife through me
and with every second i cry another bullet flies in at me
User Image

	He..
	He..


he's all i ever needed all i've ever wanted and he cares i doubted myself doubted i could be cared for he proved me wrong i smiled instead of that normal frown all those wasted days they all could hav been filled with sun he missed me he wants to see me the happiness is almost to much i swilled for hours and hours again and again read that sweet message over and over and over again maybe im thinking to much maybe even fantasizing.. but i saw the message i saved it forever i'll have it maybe God's giving me a break finally answering my prayer my one wish the one i keep asking for each and everyday for months i've begged and begged some more and maybe he's giving me my wish or maybe im a blind lady a blind girl alone and blind and stupid who am i kidding he has someone to love why would he ever want a loser like me because i care about more than his goregous face more than his beauty i care about him i love him i need him he is more than air more than life he's everywhere and everything to tell him how i feel is the hardest thing something i just cant do im not strong enough to i'll find a way you'll be my boy someday forever and always <33 xXMiss AsphyxiationXx · Sun Jun 28, 2009 @ 04:54am · 0 Comments


xXMiss AsphyxiationXx Community Member «Prev \| Next» Archive \| Home [06/28/10 12:23am] [06/20/10 03:33pm] [03/31/10 01:48am] [01/22/10 01:18am] [01/21/10 11:45pm] [01/06/10 12:07am] [12/18/09 01:42am] [11/29/09 04:39pm] [11/29/09 04:08pm] [11/11/09 10:11pm]

Offline

"I'm not saying that I'll love you forever
Hell who am I kidding
Cause were perfect together
Notice that when we talk I can't help but stutter
Your to perfect for words
I just want you forever."
-Red Car Wire

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

View User's Journal

More Information