School starts in two days.
Senior year... *gulp*.
No, it's not like I picked hard classes, though there are some I'll have to think about.
It's just... I can't see the future, I guess.
After school, I have no idea what's going to happen.
Hell, during school, I've no idea.
I mean, I'm kind of psyched that it's senior year, because I finally got to pick cool classes.
But, I've no idea what I want to do with my life, much less have the ability to carry out such ideas.
There's a blissful...numbness, I suppose, about summer vacation that I don't want to be over.
Each day just flowed into the next, without me having to do much of anything.
Summertime was free of worries, and now my happy little wall from reality is crashing down around me.
Hmm... Too much realistic introspection for one day, where's a good 'shoot-'em-up' movie when you need one...?
'What will I do, if you say 'we're through'? I need you to stay, honey, don't let it end this way...' ~Styx, 'Don't Let it End'
 nuit_douce · Sun Aug 16, 2009 @ 09:10pm · 0 Comments |
