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Well, today's the end-of-communication day. I figured I'd just rant, y'know?
Lately, I've realized that trying to piece together decomposing friendships is the biggest waste of time ever. I mean, there's a reason it's decomposing. Not too long ago, I dumped a 'friendship' that you couldn't even call a friendship. It turns out that this 'friend' had been harbouring extremely hateful feelings for me since day one. It's not like I didn't know, it's just that they never had the balls to tell me, and one day they did. I was never happier. ;D Good riddance. Way too much bad energy.
But, now I think I have to let go of another one, and it's heartbreaking because this person was my number one here. Unfortunately, I'm getting the feeling that it isn't going both ways. I've been friends with them for two years now, and it seems like I'm just another stranger now. It's as if they overlook me. Now, even people that they don't know are treated better than I am, and I don't even think they care. I'm not going to over-analyze this, y'know? I just wish they'd told me that they didn't want to be friends anymore.
What I am going to do, however, is jump out of this sinking ship. There's no point in being somewhere you're not wanted, non? No point in mulling over it.
There. IT HAS BEEN DECIDED. ♥
Oh, you know what else has yet to be decided? My return in March.
Should there really be a return? Think of it for a second.
a) 97% of Gaians are douchey.
a-i)83% out of those people spend most of their time say 'heybbywannasx?" and for those of you saying, "HEY! That can't be right, some of that 83% is literate!" you have never been more wrong. They may not say it like that, but it's definitely about s x e tyem for them too.
b) You've got those horribly machiavellian, 1337er-than-thou people who are like, "Oh, yes, my English is perfection, and I'm going to use that as an excuse to bash you."
c) Internet drama is srs bsns. o:
d) Are you telling me that Gaia has suddenly become interesting? Because it certainly doesn't seem that way. :c
Anyways, I'm debating it.
 chai high · Fri Jan 08, 2010 @ 10:47pm · 4 Comments |
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