Okay.
Ugh.
I should be taking a shower and goin to sleep cuz I actually can but now I wanna type XP
Okay.
Today's topic--fate.
Yes. I believe in it.
For some odd reason.
Only because things that happen to me are weird.
Okay.
See, I feel that all the people in your life have a purpose for being in it. You meet and lose certain people for reasons.
Hm, liiiike say you and your significant other break up.
And you're majorly upset.
But you met someone, romantic interest or not, to help you through it.
Strange thing is you met them BEFORE you broke up...
Weird.
It seems just when an adventure ends a new one begins....
Which is true I guess no matter WHAT it is...
But people.
Maybe a random person you bump into on the street or in a crowded hallway has a purpose....
Influence what you do whether you know it or not.
And of course desire effects where we wish to go in life...
So maybe if you desire someone enough, for one reason or the next, you'll forget your previous dreams and build your life around that person...
Eh, we've probably all thought about that. Like how most 12-year-old girls are dead set on going to the same college as their best friend...
(I'm kinda getting off track)
Bottom line is that everyone effects you.
Every friendship, every relationship...maybe every loss...
Serves a purpose.
Happens for a reason.
But of course, your destiny is not set in stone.
Hm, maybe there's this guy you like...
maybe stalk XD
But never confess your feelings.
And then...HE GETS HIT BY A BUS AND DIES!
Okay maybe not THAT drastic but maybe he falls in love with someone else and doesn't even look at you.
Little did you know...he liked you, too.
But since you never acted on it...
You lost him.
Who knows, you might've been meant to marry him.
But you, yourself, messed with fate.
But while you're wondering what could have been...
You meet some other guy--and fall madly in love with him.
I think something is always thrown in events like that to help you through it.
Eh, example--when you move away and are depressed about leaving your friends you always make new ones!
*shrug*
Stuff like that.
So, I guess there always is a silver lining to every cloud, huh?
But normally for me...Every silver cloud has a yucky lining (did I just say yucky?)
Most of the time when my life's going absolutely WONDERFUL and ya know, I'm flyyying...
Something or someone aims and shoots me down...
And my happy illusion shatters in a million pieces....
Eh, and I can never let go of the past and--wow let's not get into MY personal issues...
*sweat drop*
Damn.
I need to take a shower.
Okay that's all! Bai!
 roseate-rein · Thu Feb 11, 2010 @ 03:48am · 2 Comments |
