Hey everyone, happy turkey day. Last night I went to bed, wishing that i was misscarried. I felt so lonely last night. This morning I awoke and didn't feel anything. Me and my mom went to see Polar Express. Its a good movie, I liked it. Anyway went home, was feeling ok. The Later I wanted to curl up into a ball and die. After I eat dinner tonight I may just curl up and go to bed. I just feel so lonely and depressed, life is most cruel to me. Sometimes I just want to destroy all life, so then we can all be on the same terms. Other times I just want to slip a noose over my neck and just "hang out". Maybe they are right. Maybe I am suicidal... Or maybe its just the holidays... Sorry if I depress anyone, its just the way I feel. If anyone wishes for me to leave this world feel free to tell me. not like I would be missed too much. The only thing people would miss about me is the headaches I give to others.
Todays Song-Hey you, Pink Floyd
 Azalin · Fri Nov 26, 2004 @ 02:35am · 4 Comments |
