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I could still feel his grip on my arms. The smell of his skin lingered on me. The light grace of his warm brown hair caressing my cheeks still gave me goosebumps.
When I closed my eyes, all I saw were his deep brown eyes, staring into me. I could feel him on me, his warmth, his touch. Even now, as I walked alone in the cold dark.
The snow silently falling around me. Every step in to opposite direction was pulling harder and harder on my heart.
When I arrived home, I was so sick to my stomach, I just fell onto my bed fully clothed. Only making an effort to kick my shoes from my tired feet. I closed my eyes,
and let my mind wander. As I laid there, motionless, I could feel a pressure on my lower stomach. Like someone's hand was resting there. I kept my eyes closed, and shifted
slightly. The feeling was still there. Shifted again...still there. After a moment of not moving, I felt the pressure moving up. A warm sensation, caressing my skin.
I bit my lip, and tilted my head back. My clothes seemed to dissipate, and I could feel a hotter pressure on my lower half. It enveloped my groin, and lower torso. A small
groan slipped from my lips, as I began to rock my hips. I ran my hand down my chest, scraping my nails along as goosebumps ran down my body. As my hand traveled, at grazed
across what felt to be fingers. As my hand moved farther down, I felt more in detail. It was a hand. My eyes shot open and I jumped up. It was just a dream. But, he was there
I could smell him. I felt him. He was there. He was just a dream. I got up, slipped my shoes back on, and ran back to him. I had to have him again. I needed him. The cold wind
stung my face as I ran. The wind howled in my ears. Nothing mattered. As I ran, the world melted around me. The buildings, the lights, cars, people. All a puddle in my sight.
As I cam upon his building, I found myself running fast, pushing harder. I pushed open the first floor doors and run up the stairs to his 5th floor flat. I stopped only for a moment
at his door to knock. When he answered the door, his eyes grew wide. I held my breath, stared into his brown eyes once again and ran into him. Wrapping my arms around him. The familiar
smell feeling my nose once again. The warmth returning to my body once again. I