I have to admitt, life has not been very nice to me lately.
Sigh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
I have briefly seen some mix of insomnia, tried suicide thrice times, and have been rejected by the man of my dreams.
As for the part on being rejected....Well, that's a really long story with so many details....It's like a soap opera! A five month soap opera.
I miss him.
They say when you loose someone you love, it's like loosing an arm, leg or your vision-even worse when it's your own fault for not speaking up in time.
But time...Time is slow, it stops who it wants, and it never lasts for there is no modern romance.
Though I don't like admitting it due to my independent nature/femministic ways, I found myself really in love.
I lived, for to really live is to love.
So I'm screeching in my own hate, lust, yeanring, saddness, and misery.
Just a lone gypsy kid.....A philosopher betrayed by a philosopher.
May life flow smoothly for the rest of you.
 ANTI - SHOE · Tue Feb 14, 2006 @ 02:53pm · 0 Comments |
