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Rockstar Dream, and about One of My Wishes In Life |
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I will be taking up guitar lessons soon, and I can't wait! I told Daddy yesterday, that I wanted to learn everything that there is to know about being a guitarist. Mummy, told me, she would really appreciate it if I consider being our church's guitarist after I am through with guitar lessons. "Of course I would love to be the guitarist. Every rockstar starts somewhere. I'll start with rocking out the church first." Daddy smiled. "Alright, Red, don't get too happy."
Later on I talked to my PawPaw (my grandfather), and happily told him about my guitar, and how I was going to be taking up guitar lessons soon. "Some day, I'll be watching you being a big time guitar player! lol " I laughed as well. "Yep. I'm going to be a rockstar some day."
Mummy told me, "You need to get Jesus in your life."
...Um, excuse me? I do have Jesus in my life, and always will. Mummy please let me grow up, and let me be me already! God! I am not a little girl anymore. I am a young woman with dreams and wishes and goals, and...and...and all that good stuff, OK? Jesus Christ! I write my very own songs, and have been asking around trying to find out how to get them copyrighted. You can help me by asking around and getting some information.
Daddy told me that the reason why he won't let me go to college right now, is because he is fighting for my disability rights.
"Dis-a-bil-li-ty rights? What's wrong with me? Am I OK?"
"You have trouble remembering things, understanding things. Things that are so simple for anybody, is complicating for you do to, but don't worry about it. You are going to be fine."
"OK Daddy, but I do wish I could remember stuff. Life would be a lot easier if I could just remember more better, instead of having to write everything down in a notepad, because I know that I'm gonna forget something. How come I can't remember much?"
"Because that's the way that God made you. I don't know why he did it, but he did, and there's a reason behind it. Some day, we will all understand his reasons of why he made you this way, but for now, let's just not worry about it, okay Red?"
lol " Okay Daddy." [smiles and gives Daddy a hug and a kiss]
 Red Blonde Fox · Tue Oct 04, 2011 @ 03:49pm · 0 Comments |
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