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The prettiest,
Or the sexiest person in the world..
But I think i'm beautiful in my own way.
Do I know people make fun of my looks?
I know, and yes...
I do take it to heart..
I hate my weight issue,
But i'm working on it. :3
I love to be able to wear what I want,
And people can judge me all they want.
I'm comfortable in what I wear.
I don't wear make up,
Cause I think it makes people look like a slut or a hooker.
I don't show off my body,
And when I do,
I only do it around girls..
That way I don't have people hitting on me.
I've become comfortable enough with my body,
To start wearing a bathing suit!
I haven't worn one since I was 7 years old.
I seem.. To like my body again.
But I wont LOVE my body until I'm Skinner.
But not skinny enough to see bones...
I.. I'd feel like someone could break me.
And I don't want to be fat,
Cause then I'd feel like I'd crush someone skinny.
Complicated, I know.
I hope I become Skinner before I meet him...
I wouldn't want him meeting a fat, blob the first time we meet.
@~@