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Kingdom Hearts II and Twenty hours on a school bus |
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I know it's been a while, but I just wanted to shout out to the world that I HAVE KINGDOM HEARTS II!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAKE THAT BISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xd heart twisted heart ninja
Yeah, you should totally phear my emot usage. Ph34r the insanity that is the Das with KHII, completely and totally. Just phear it. You need no other reason than that.
Have I mentioned the bus ride yet? Thursday, my AP Physics class took a fieldtrip to Six Flags over Georgia and we took a school bus. A SCHOOL BUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you want to know what it's like to take a nine hour ride on a yellow cheese wagon? I can tell you. We got there at two Friday morning, slept until eight, stood around until ten, rode rides until five, got back on the bus, and arrived back at our school at one in the morning Saturday. Yeah, not to mention we were going from one timezone to another, so that was fun. When I drove home Saturday, I was running on six hours of sleep. I woke up at four in the afternoon Saturday. I went back to sleep at eleven. Needless to say that I caught up on my sleep. Though Gen made me feel bad when we all split up to go home. She had three people to take home; we live a block and a half away from each other; I had no one with me. I felt really left out. It was an awesome trip, but I'm ashamed to admit that I cried. You see, I have this problem. No one likes me. Really. I don't even like myself, so how can others even think about liking me? I'm always on the outside, left out. I'm always standing on the outside, looking in, wishing I could be inside. I would like to be inside once in a while. Maybe that's why I'm so interested in forming some sort of relationship with the German. ... Besides the fact that his accent is hot. xd I mean, he's always just on the edge of a group, watching and listening, like me. I guess I just figure that the two of us could "hang" some time, just enjoy the company of one another, maybe even go with a bunch of others in AP Physics. But no. As I said earlier. No one likes me. No one will ever like me. And no one could ever like me. End of story. No point in going on. No one would miss me if I just up and dissappeared. Not for very long at least. The only person that's ever loved me without reserve isn't a person at all, because it's my dog. My puppy, my baby that I raised from six weeks old and now she's almost three. Yeah. No one could ever like me. Certainly not love me. I should just get it over with. Finish the book and end it all. Cut the story short. Not like anyone wants to listen to that dribble anyways. Oh well.
Christian Sieteson · Sun Apr 23, 2006 @ 06:34pm · 0 Comments |
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