I just realized, I haven't left my house, or the area of the house which holds my room. For that matter, in oh five days. I didn't go to work today because, I didn't feel well. I was afraid that if I went, I'd get stuck working outside. So I'd end up getting, really sick. So to avoid this I opted to stay home in bed. It seemed like a good idea, at the time. However, I just realized the only people, I've had contact, with for the last few days. Is my family and during the time home. I've come to the conclusion. I find my entire family annoying.
I never noticed it, as much when I went out, before. But now that I've had so much time with them. It's oh just so apparent, I've decided when I move. I'm not going to come back, and visit to often. My friends want me to but I haven't seen them for a long time. Obviously, it doesn't really matter for them. I have a friend left I'll still keep in contact with, regardless if he's to busy my last month. But eh, forget it I'm just bitter from how a previous friend treated me. It's only normal for the same feelings to surface, when familar behavior is directed towards you.
But enough on that, I'm moving for college soon! I'll be able to go back into a school enviroment. The troubles of work will be gone... well at least my current jobs troubles. I'll be able to see people my own age again, it really does suck living so far from town... curse you country! I don't know maybe I'm just stressed with being in my room for five freaking days! I swear I would of gone insane long ago, if it wasn't for my girlfriend. She's the only thing keeping my going. But anyways, my photobucket is back up so let's look at something from there.
Oh look, it's happy. I really enjoy happy... anyways that picture was from my june trip to see Julia. Theres myself and her and behind us is daniel... freaking daniel.
I need to go someplace...
~DJ Bothwell
 XDvandalDJ · Mon Dec 06, 2004 @ 11:54pm · 3 Comments |
