*sighs* yup, im back into my depression... finding myself less then usual for myself... crying uncontrolable when i do, and when i do its for things i didnt before. much more sensitive and violent having almost punched threw the desk. Having those old feelins to hurt myself, btu this time not truely wanting to fight them off and pushing away all my friends the best i can and like... just everything at the moment. i said i would change... and i have, just not the way i, or anyone, expected or wanted
 playwithfire · Tue Dec 07, 2004 @ 05:12pm · 1 Comments |
