well i feel pretty good, but i'm kind of said. i feel like i'm missing something i have a person on my mind i know i shouldn't be thinking of. she mean's alot to me and stuff like that. but then i'm thinking of what i have done to do things that have gone wrong this year. I have like made a promise to my self that i wish i have never made. and it's the thing that is holding me back. and it's killing me. I had plenty of chances but never took them. and now i regret not doing a thing. and yea it's killing me but today i felt really happy even though i was a way from all my friends, i was happy. that was until i saw one of like my baseball friends hanging with his girlfriend, and i felt really bad. it was kinda sad. i never felt sad like that. and even though this guy one the team cusses A LOT, he still made me feel better, and he's cool. and yea and next to the fact that i felt really sad, and bad, i had things that balenced it out. one, i'm getting an x-box i think, and i'm really phsyiced. two i got tickets to the SIn's game, on sunday, three me and my friends might hang out on monday, three i was talking to my bestest friends today. so thanks you guys.
erixflyheight12 · Sat May 27, 2006 @ 07:39am · 1 Comments |