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My father was in Navy Recruiting for 2years and it completely killed his temper span. Completely. Since then he has had such a short fuse that we do our best not to upset him in the least. Well, unfortunately I did just the teeny thing wrong this morning and he exploded.
My mom was yelling for me from her room and I couldn't hear her, so my dad stormed out, yelled at me to go see my mom, and I said "why?". He completely went red, yelled at me, and said things I dont want to repeat to anyone, ever. :/ I dont know why, but it hurt, alot.
Now at school I got yelled at by several different girls for doing things I didn't do. In fact, I've almost never talked to those girls before really. Before I could ask what was up, I got kicked in the shin, racked, and then smacked in the upper face, as in my eye. As if that wasn't bad enough, I cant control my own emotional output, so my face almost never changes expression. Bad thing there.
So then I just want my memory card for my Ps2 back from my friend so I can at least play my video games online and talk to some people I wanted to reconcile with after a while. I play Socom II, we talk over a mic. Anyhow, my friend has forgotten it for the 3rd day in a row. Im pissed, because I cant find my spare memory card either, so this is the 7th day I haven't had my Ps2 playing time.
Then I come home and my grandma found the excuse to blame me for every "********" thing that went wrong today, and I got yelled at some more. Today is not feeling like the best, and it makes me want to go away and never come back.
I dont want "Im sorry" or any s**t like that. I want help.
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...erm...I mean... ninja you play loud obnoxious music and scream to your hearts content....
yes. That's what I meant. xd