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Jreken
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I ******** give up.
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My father was in Navy Recruiting for 2years and it completely killed his temper span. Completely. Since then he has had such a short fuse that we do our best not to upset him in the least. Well, unfortunately I did just the teeny thing wrong this morning and he exploded.

My mom was yelling for me from her room and I couldn't hear her, so my dad stormed out, yelled at me to go see my mom, and I said "why?". He completely went red, yelled at me, and said things I dont want to repeat to anyone, ever. :/ I dont know why, but it hurt, alot.

Now at school I got yelled at by several different girls for doing things I didn't do. In fact, I've almost never talked to those girls before really. Before I could ask what was up, I got kicked in the shin, racked, and then smacked in the upper face, as in my eye. As if that wasn't bad enough, I cant control my own emotional output, so my face almost never changes expression. Bad thing there.

So then I just want my memory card for my Ps2 back from my friend so I can at least play my video games online and talk to some people I wanted to reconcile with after a while. I play Socom II, we talk over a mic. Anyhow, my friend has forgotten it for the 3rd day in a row. Im pissed, because I cant find my spare memory card either, so this is the 7th day I haven't had my Ps2 playing time.

Then I come home and my grandma found the excuse to blame me for every "********" thing that went wrong today, and I got yelled at some more. Today is not feeling like the best, and it makes me want to go away and never come back.

I dont want "Im sorry" or any s**t like that. I want help.
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Aidan Montague
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comment Commented on: Wed Dec 15, 2004 @ 11:06pm
gonk I hate days like that... ninja This is the time when you plot how to kill everyone who's ever been mean to you...
...erm...I mean... ninja you play loud obnoxious music and scream to your hearts content....
yes. That's what I meant. xd


comment Commented on: Thu Dec 16, 2004 @ 05:46am
I wont say I'm sorry about what happened, since I don't have any control over it. I dunno what I can do to help, but if you can ever think of anything I can do to help, just ask.



KP
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Jreken
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comment Commented on: Thu Dec 16, 2004 @ 10:37pm
It just seriously sucked. neutral

And today was no better.
I wish life would get better. D:

No im not going emo.


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