Today was my band concert, and it went...alright I guess. Everyone did okay...except me. I really feel like I let everyone down...in wind ensemble I barely played because I wanted to make sure my lips wouldn't be too tired when it came to playing the high notes later on in jazz band...and then when I went to jazz band the shadow of my trumpet covered my music and I played a lot of wrong notes...and being one of two trumpet players, and the first trumpet at that, it was pretty obvious...I also had to introduce a song and with my speech problems and anxiety I pronounced a lot of things wrong...I wish my parents hadn't acted like I did so well...it just makes me feel worse...I love music, and to let it down like that really gets to me...that had to be one of the worst concerts ever...and it was my new band director's first one...
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