i have never fealt so scared. and so lonly. why, is it because im starting to become someone im not. or sumone i would rather be. all my friends are fading. and the ones i am gaining will never know the truth. im afrade now of what other people think. i think befor i say stuff. i lie about my fealings. who am I? am i light am i dark. i feal ugly. i am ugly. im so afrade. what if there wont be anything left after this year. am i holding on to sumthing that isnt there anymore. or is it holding onto me. should i cry should i run should i give it all up. or should i stay the way i am, should i hold it in suck it on and hold onto my faith. i shouldnt be afrade of what ever it is im afrade of. but i am. im so lonely...im so lost...im just scared.
 Kaporie · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 12:27am · 1 Comments |
