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Unreachable Star…
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Am I to love a stranger so obscure that even love itself was deprived from his life?
I’ve known him for sometime, but I know I wasn’t for him, neither was he for me.
But… Why??? Why am I so desperate to break his fortress?
Why am I so worried whenever problems strike him down?
Why can’t I forget?
Why is smile deprived from me whenever he’s not around?
Why do I feel so broken?
He won’t understand…He never did.
I know I’ll never be the one to understand…Neither would he.
Because I’m lame… I am broken…
Showing off a big smile to the world, yet…
Is broken inside…I know I’ll never be right for him cause he never understands.
But…
Is it that wrong to love a stranger?
Is it that weird to love him although your eyes haven’t been laid to his?
Is it wrong to care?
Was it me who’s mistaken?
I know he just smiles to cover a confused life… I know I have to stay away from it.
However, so long that he’s obscure to me, I’m also obscure to him…For this is a one way friendship, and he, will forever be, my true love, my unreachable star.
AM I to love someone that has never laid a single stone of identity in my life? Am I to love a complete stranger?
It hurts inside. . .but yes.
We met, but was it destiny that lead him to me?
I feel warm and happy with him,
But I do know that no matter how much I love him, he would not feel the same for me,
For he, is an unreachable dream, an unreachable star.
I was rash to demand an answer; I can face him no longer,
For he is my pain, my love, my unreachable star.
If ever we crossroads will I ever recognize him?
And will he ever recognize me?
To love him, is, absurd, for I do not entirely know him,
But I do know that as long as is have faith in him,
He’ll survive and move forward…
Because I love him, and the pain he gives my heart.
So then until we meet again my unreachable star,
Goodbye.
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Disclaimer: I found this on some site, it's not my work no matter how hard I wish for it to be. But it described my own story so much, I decided to post it in my journal.
getting over it,
niu shen
 niu shen · Mon Oct 30, 2006 @ 10:23am · 0 Comments |
