Today was just a plain screw up kind of day!
WE are having these....friend's isue going on cause they are doingthings thataren't making us very happy. Now...i wont say names or anything cause that is just plainrude. And if you guys are reading this...i am not mad in any way or in any sort. I am just trying to make a point and letting you know how i feel....and how important you are to me. And my internet friends...you shoudl read this to if you are. WHICH I HOPE!!!
anyways....My friends are torturing themselves and saying that they have nothing left in this world. they think that no one loves them...no one cares for them...no one wants them....but that is NOT true. We DO care and we DO want you and we DO love you. You just don't knwo HOW much we effect in your life. We are your friends...and we will always be your friends. Through think through thin...from better to worst. From good times to bad. (i know...it might sound like a wedding.) anyways...when you hurt yourself like...maybe..cutting or any other torture.....It effects us RIGHT back. when you are depressed...we are depressed. When you cut....we cut. That is the way of friendship life.
Now....This i will just say ONE name...and don't worry....it wil be in a good way. Michelle...you don't know HOW much you mean to me. You have made me the person that i am today. and you have made me into the person that i have been LONGING to be for so many years in my life. Now...you probably don't know this but when i was young and was in elemtrey school....i didn't have much of any friends. Like mostly.....2 or 3 friends in school. I was a shy girl and i couldn't really make any friends. Now...last year when Jade introduced me to you, You have pushed me forward to try the challenage....and be different from other people. You have made me a very hyper person which i am proud to be. You have gave me the courage to talk to other people and make new friends. You have gave me a ability to draw and write....sorta cause i ain't that good. sweatdrop But anyways......you have given me those strengths. You also taught me another thing....how to love. I LOVE My friends SO much. I bet no one could match to the love i give to my friends...even my internet friends. I LOVE them so much. Exspecialy you Michelle......i have to say you and Jade....and may be other people are on the top of my list of people that i care for the most. You don't know how much i love you....and how much i care. So i just want you to know this......when my friends cause pain to themselves....i may hate it but....i will always be by your side to help with your feelings and to comfort you. I will always be there for my friends no matter what that do cause i care that much. (i'm such a sucker for them xp ) And my internet friends....i care for you guys SO much to...just remeber that. wink
So i hope you guys remeber what i said.......and keep it in mind...and know how much i care..and how much i am there for you. Thank you.....and good night....or good morning....or.....you know what i mean. sweatdrop
 -StaarShinee- · Thu Nov 02, 2006 @ 08:45pm · 8 Comments |
Walls around my heart that can't be knocked down by force, but of pure love.
You Are A Symphony Of Stardust....
