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Itsses' and bitsses' are shattered deep within my heart, which is torn apart,
As I regain what was once long lost, afraid of the light through darkness I am but never alone I shall be, for you my love, youre always with me,
I kept on walking without looking that in my sides were people who needed my help,
carelessly I kept on until I was the one who needed help the most, but you never gave up on me, I still wonder long-wide and why is this? how can you love a something who's not defined as a human nor a thing,
Deep hidden between the lines are the bars, oh long regret of bars and how long the lines have become from the happyness to emptyness,
how I long for the day I owe you my heart, when the darkness pulls apart and the light shines over the empty long vast road of lonelyness,
In the mind of a dark-keened human, non of this nonsense wouldnt make sense in their minds are just simple plain mere words in which they drown themselves into deep within the world with no inspiration at all,
But through the mind of the long purposed understanding object which is called human, the one who must have a pure heart and a clear mind, all of this nonsense makes perfect nonsense into a senseless understanding words, from the senseless into the understanding mere words which are complex compared to a mere human's mind,
making the pure heart and clear minded human being something more than rather a plain rotting human,
These words werent meant to be written, they were meant to be heard from the sweet mouth of truth to the ears from a human who is able to understand all of these words,
unfortunately I cannot speak these words so they can go in vain because of the fault of a human who doesnt understand the meaning of these... But for those who do understand I shall congratulate you... now you know what am I, I am not a God, I will never be and never pretend to be, I do not need that kind of recognition, but I am far more than a human, I never said I am better than the humans but... I just have a different point of view against the world... but... what about you my love?
Inspirational verse which helped me get all of this outside of my head:
"Itsses' and bitsses' of pieces from theme music's, shattered hearts are in them, broken dreams are made from them, as I am known to be a mere human no more, what have I become is defined to be something far more..."
All made by me, your master, your slave, your love, your friend, your world, your end, your admiror, your killer, your hope, your fate, your tears, your girl, your pshycho, your sweet, your mind, your heart, your everything, your reliance, your reliable friend, your stalker, your fiend, your protector, your wings, your thought, your punk girl, your best friend, your strenght, your helper, your watcher, your dreams... and all of which you might consider me as, maybe your mother, sister, cousin, aunt, grandmother... any in which you would love and desire to call me...
Neurotically yours:
Kris
 XxX-Kris-XxX · Sun Nov 19, 2006 @ 09:13pm · 1 Comments |
