(sighs) My mind is...confused now. I am going out with one person, yet I love another...why is this? I don't know. It did go beyond a crush and I can't believe it did. I denied myself happiness by refusing to believe that it could ever work. So why didn't I give him a shot. Why does my mind always wander to him? Why is it when I am talkign to another guy his name flashes across my mind? In bright letters....all 5 of them in his name. Am I obsessive? No...I am never obssesive...haha...like this one girl I know. I read the entry over and over though. What is happening to me? Why? That is my question but does there need to be an answer? No...there is no answer for love. None. There is never an answer for it. But is it love? Is it really the feeling that dominates above all?
Dreadhawk...it did go beyond a crush I realize. (starts to cry)
 moon_neko_23 · Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 11:36pm · 1 Comments |
