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wow.. that was pretty craptastic french.

so i just ended the weekend from heckell. relatives coming over and whatnot.
and i have to say now i only feel stressed.
im going back to school.
i dont want to.
its like a jail..

i also realise that lately ive been overly pessemistic and negative..
i think maybe its something i should work on improving.
but should i change that? if its how i am.. is it really something i'd want to change about myself..?

then again.. i might push away the people that mean most to me by being such a downer.

i feel like im on oprah sweatdrop ..

so yeah.. i rang into the newyear wanting to jump infront of oncoming traffic.
terrific no?
my relatives really are that exhausting. im not exsaggerating[how the bleep do you spell that word?] even my parents would make hanging motions to me in private they were going so coconuts.


yay for relatives?