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The New Angel of Darkness |
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I walked home my normal route from school,
my bother was by my side but we didn't speak.
I was called to the office earlier,
my best friend died.
or rather she killed herself.
i know her pain,
the one she loved denied her.
I ran out of the room,
up the flights of stairs to the roof.
the bell rang and students piled out,
i walked to the edge and looked over the railing.
I leaned farther and farther until the door behind me burst open,
He stood there for a moment before running and pulling me back.
he stood there holding me while my hands slowly grabbed his shirt,
the tears fell as he stood there silently.
he walked me back to class and left after kissing my head softly,
i followed through the day without another word to anyone.
Now i am walking home like normal,
a few cars pass.
i watch waiting for the right moment,
a red truck comes out and i jump.
my best friend was gone and my heart shattered,
what would it matter if it was truly gone?
i open my eyes and see a white room,
i hear a steady beeping next to me.
I'm still alive,
i look over and he is sleeping in a chair.
i shake out of his grasp and grab a note pad off the table,
i sketch a picture of an angel with wings as black as night.
I don't know why but her ivory hair and torn clothes reminded me of something,
she approached a small figure lying on the ground.
raven hair and emerald eyes could be seen but nothing more,
the scene played in my head as i sketched page after page of the girls.
you could even say i was there,
i was that girl on the ground.
suddenly the beeping stopped and the last line found its place,
i fell back onto the pillow as i lost my senses.
i stood next to the bed as a boy shook my cold body,
i felt myself shaking as more tears fell.
a scream escaped and the sky opened into a raging storm,
the line remained flat on the screen and the tears remained falling.
i could do nothing as the angel placed her hand on my shoulder,
wings of the same abyss sprouted from my back.
i left the boy who shared my love,
the family i held dear,
the people who hated me,
the life i knew,
as i stood next to that bed and listened to the boy destroying his pride.
i regret it now.
the pain was horrible but now it hurt more.
i chose a scythe instead of a cross and roamed the earth.
in truth i was waiting for him to join me.
but i watched him slowly forget me and move on.
I regret my life,
my death,
my love,
my feelings,
but most of all i regret choosing to become the new Angel of Darkness.
 Your-Angel-Eien · Fri Jan 12, 2007 @ 11:41pm · 2 Comments |
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