The True Unspoken Goodbye
Long ago I threw away my mask
I spread my wings and flew so freely
Now I wish I could just take it back
Then maybe it would make you want me
You won’t admit it but I know it’s true
You wish you’d never met me and that you could walk away
Am I in love? Cause it hurts so bad
That you don’t want me anywhere close to you
I can see your smile behind my crying eyes
And I wish it was there when they were open
But at least you’re happy without me…
I can remember perfectly the ways your fingers move
And the sound the chords made when you played them
Your perfect melody is the song of my life
And your laughter is the music in my soul
And when you are with them it all goes away
I die inside when your laughter turns on me
Am I in love? Cause it hurts so bad
That you don’t want me anywhere close to you
I can see your smile behind my crying eyes
And I wish it was there when they were open
But at least you’re happy without me…
Your heart is locked away and I can’t find the key
I don’t know what to do
You said you don’t want them to know about me
It hurts to think to think that I embarrass you
I am in love and it hurts so bad
You don’t want me close to you
I want to see your smile before my open eyes
But it’s a feeble hope in the back of mind
And I know that you’ll never be mine
-Based on my true feelings for someone
Fantasy has become more real the reality itself…
 xXAbyssal.DemonXx · Tue Jan 23, 2007 @ 02:07am · 2 Comments |
