Still learning to keep my trap shut. Even when i want so bad to try and fix things, scream, yell shout, or say something that i think is funny when it's not. It's a funny world we live in when we have to step around our friends. When we need to sit back and realize, that it isn't all about ourselves. When we realize that a lost love, is probably happier without us, and we have to turn around and think... at least they are happy because, ultimately... it's what we want most. Was reading a book a friend lent me on prayer last night. The chapter for the night was about, when people, friends, let you down: forgiving, and praying. It's funny. I'd put off reading the book for at least a week... and this is the chapter i got... the one probably most relevant to me right now. It's funny how God works like that. Anyway.. I'll ramble more later. To the people who read this and may start questioning... don't read too much into it. One day I'll have the strength to talk about it... but today isn't that day.
Lady Etak · Thu Mar 08, 2007 @ 04:49am · 0 Comments |