Hey... <: During the past week... I lost a couple of friends -sigh- One I don't really care about, who I used to care about greately... But was rejected and unwanted, so what's the point, right? The other one I treated as a good friend... But lately she told me how much she hates me for what I believe in... And my morals, and how I think, and just me... So recently, I wasn't able to get it out of my head... She hurt me but I'm trying to hide it... She told me we should never speak to eachother again... So of course, I said yes, since she hates me so much. Although she told me she hates me, I don't hate her sweatdrop People tell me I'm stupid. But I reallly cared about her. Like a very good friend... But everybody is like that. They leave you soon... Play mind games on you... And here you are crying and thinking how stupid you are because you have been fooled and you still somehow care for that person... I have music for my marking period now, and we are talking about our graduation songs and now I have to listen to the teacher preach and put on songs on how friendship is a beautiful thing, and how it's great to have a ******** friend... I couldn't take it anymore today. I actually started crying ;D But thankfully no one saw me... It's funny how she told me she liked me 3 months ago... I don't believe her now since she had this great hate towards me... How can it be... Either way... I felt like telling this to you... My Journal, since no one reads this xD...
Damey-chama · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 02:21am · 0 Comments |