Alright it's Friday...and I yelled at my friend.....now he won't talk to me....Actually he did talkto me the whole day....It's pissing me off. Well it was my fault. I was having another fight with a friend and then I wasn't thinking and yelled at him!!!! GUHH!!!!! I'm so stupid!!!! I don't even know what to do. If you actually think I knew what to do you're wrong. I don't. I have no clue. *bangs head on keyboard* I'm such a hurtful friend towards other when I'm mad. *slaps self on forehead* I can't think or I don't know what I'm doing when I'm fighting. My mind just does things by itself. GAH!!!!!!! I think he's not going to talk to me until we get home from the beach. *cries* IT'S ALL MY FAULT!!!! GAWD!!! TERRY FORGIVE MEH!!!!! I'M F-ING SORRY!!! I don't know why I'm yelling it out to you guys, he's not even on Gaia....or a member. I yelled it for no reason. GAH!!!!!! I hate when this happens. I become useless. So useless. For example if a person was dying and you tried to save him but it doesn't work you feel useless and you blame everything on yourselves....*bangs head on keyboard again* It's my f-ing fault.....GAWD!!!!! *cries* Well I gotta sort things out before I leave to go home. I don't want him to stay home locked in his room being all mad and depressed at me for me yelling at him....I guess I'm off to think of something to say to him...I really don't know.....if you guys know..please tell...I'm blind when it comes to friends.
~*Rai*~
 X P 4 N D 4_C H 4 N X · Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 07:33am · 0 Comments |
