today easter but it doesn't feel like it's sapposed to be special like it was when I was younger.
I remember going to several easter egg hunts a year, waking up to find an easter basket on the kitchen table with a note from the "easter bunny", or dressing up as a bunny and going to see the "easter bunny".
I kind of miss it when I was younger and just...uneducated about the real world and what was real and what wasn't.
in other words, "ignorance is bliss"
I'm a little bleh cause I can tell Joe and Sam are probably going to be at eachothers throats and I'm going to be in the middle. I hate being in the middle. I don't know what to do when it comes to this. And eventually I'll end up breaking down with anxiety wrapped around me.
I don't want any sort of fighting going on but I know I can't help that.
I'm basically friends with both of them. Sam being my best friend, and Joe being a good friend and my boyfriend.
I know better to have your friends first than your boyfriend because they'll be there for you longer than your boyfriend but I have trouble with balancing anything out.
I hope they both understand how it is a challenge for me and I don't want any more problems than whats already on my plate for drama.
I love both of you.
<3 Dani
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