Well, besides getting locked out of my house and having to break in again, it was a pretty good day, after I had to mow my lawn -.- . Home seems like such a crappy place compared to school right now. I can't even have fun because my dad took one of the plugs I need for the laptop i'm using, which pisses me off because he took it on the day I had my field trip. So, I see it as I get punished for going to a field trip. Yeah total bullshit, I hate it. When I come home everyday I feel like i'm grounded all the time sad . Sometimes my dad pulls out the internet plug because he won't give me time to go afk and say brb to everybody i'm talking to. I can go when he tells me sometimes but not all the time, he forces it and I don't like it. When my brother was here he madethings alot easier for me, now he doesn't live here atm. I wasn't sad or missing my brother but now it's a lot different without him and i'm starting to see it. I can't even watch the new Naruto and Bleach episodes because my dad has the plug I need for the laptop. I know if my brother lived here and when he did he wouldn't let that happen smile . I really don't wanna see/talk to my father. All he ever does is tell me what to do, which is mainly work and it seems like he does it on purpose. Anything he says to me angers me. I don't like him one bit. Especially the night he was mad and my brother went somewhere, my little brother was eating a cordog and my dad's fiance's dog jumped on the bed,grabbed the corndog and went into the hall. I told my brother to get it (because her dog can't eat processed food) from him but he already ate it. My father heard me yelling at my brother, trying to get the corndog back, my father hit him really hard. A 46 year old man hit a 6 year old boy. I got so pissed off I wanted to smack my father in the face, but I knew it wouldn't lead to anything good. So I didn't. I took my brother in my room, held him next to me while he was crying. I told him I loved him, which I rarely do, I hope it meant alot. Because I really meant it.
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