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Feelings of anger rush through my head. I don't understand it but I wish I was dead. I don't know why this keeps happening to me. I cant explain the feeling, and thats what confuses me the most. I swear sometimes I just wanna slit my throat. Agony and pain are confusing me again. Cooped up in this broom cupboard I call a life.' Struggling on where to keep the knives. Demons of my past haunt me each night and day. Leading me into betrayal again and again. Im sick of this suffering. I wanna end it now. But then there is the question of how. I know who's causing this. But they're my best friends. Who claim that they'll be there till the end. I don't know if I should keep them or loose them. Im confused on what to do. They go behind my back and do the most surprising things. You'd be shocked at what happens between them again and again. I try to ignore it like they ignore me. But the more I try the harder it seems. I try to push away but they pull me back in. I swear one day Im gonna break free. Im tired of people thinking that they control me. Im my OWN person. I'll show them one day. I'll prove to them that I can break away. Im waiting for the perfect day. When their perfect little world starts to fade away. When they come to me I'll shatter them into. And then I'll say ****** YOU, for not being true. One day they'll see that it was a mistake to betray me. Pretty soon their betrayal will backfire on them. And then we'll see who'll be laughing again. K a y l a s a u r o u s** · Wed Apr 25, 2007 @ 08:55pm · 1 Comments


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When your world falls apart... Who do you run to?

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Thu May 03, 2007 @ 11:18pm

congradulations you think you're a poet. But really good job.

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