now im not aloud to vent in my journal, i cant b angry at anyone, whats the point of a journal if you cant vent, ppl are getting on my nervs thank gawd i can barely feel my emotions, thats the good thing with a nervouse break down. venting saved me last night, i would never take it back what i wrote, it was out of anger, thats all, when you are angry you say things you dont mean, but he deserved it, calling me ugly, saying he ******** hates me, something else i forgot, if caden would have really gave a damn about me he would have noticed when i bought him expensive things. he says i cross the line, what line, who cares, i never knew there was a line when hating someone. my advice to you caden, is take a class on psycology, you might learn how the human mind reacts to things, especially a breakdown.
i love my brandon cant wait till he gets home, moreso i cant wait until september heart much loves to you my sexy sexy man blaugh heart wink
 lil_qt_cat1 · Sat May 05, 2007 @ 07:11pm · 1 Comments |
