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If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me?
If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me?
When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me.
When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me?
I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun.
I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun.
If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in?
Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin?
I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit.
I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit.
When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed.
Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this.
I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time.
In this cold dark place of mine,
In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide.
When the worms move, I will think of you, do you still love me?

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Book of Hell

the crazed feelings of a crazed girl


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Draconta

Report | 01/19/2011 4:42 pm

Draconta

Looking good baby!
crash fist face

Report | 11/18/2010 11:52 am

crash fist face

thanks for buying (:
Bradley_Nephilim

Report | 11/15/2010 9:19 am

Bradley_Nephilim

If only... but at least you got some ups. That's what matters. sweatdrop
Bradley_Nephilim

Report | 11/14/2010 11:41 pm

Bradley_Nephilim

You and me both, mon amie. However, I've yet to see the ups.
Bradley_Nephilim

Report | 11/01/2010 11:10 pm

Bradley_Nephilim

My life has been a whirling triumph of failure and degradation... I trust you're has been far better.
Bradley_Nephilim

Report | 10/29/2010 6:42 am

Bradley_Nephilim

Bonjour, mon amie... it's been far too long.
Call Me Apple

Report | 09/26/2009 1:37 am

Call Me Apple

Saw you in the ED, i live in GA too :3
The East metro area, where Yellow River flooded us ><

Hope you were not effected by it!
ChainedVampiress

Report | 09/19/2009 11:58 am

ChainedVampiress

Same with me. i always say "behind a smiling mask is a crying girl. trapped. trying to break loose of her hell. the pen on paper is her only way to talk. she hides in sanctuary. her words are sad. her face is almost never visible. looking for her prince to break her from her cell. to be happy." that isnt my bst but it isnt my worst. i love to write. you should read my stories. it was rated four and a half stars.
Lightswitch Raves

Report | 09/19/2009 1:49 am

Lightswitch Raves

oh add me. (: in_the_wired@hotmail.com
Lightswitch Raves

Report | 09/18/2009 10:34 pm

Lightswitch Raves

let me know when you get msn, i'd love to bug you on it, lol.

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