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11/13/2012 8:18 pm

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12/20/1993

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Report | 11/14/2012 6:36 am

Cunning Malevolence

HA! what are the chances you would get back to me so quickly? XD Well hellz yea ill make a new MSN!

Report | 11/13/2012 11:25 am

Cunning Malevolence

Holy s**t... You actually got back to me. After around the forever and half an eternity mark i kinda gave up hope lol But damn, So good to hear from you, Like, you don't even know! Facebook though, s**t thats gonna be a problem... I deleted it a few years ago, Around the time i broke up with Alex. I wasn't in a very good mindset in life, When i caught her cheating on me i never really trusted her again, and s**t fell apart from there. Eventually I left when i realized it couldn't get better, and sank into depression. Its good to know my wickedness spared you from at least some misfortune. I realize i could never know which would of been better for you, neither can you i suppose, but i wish you never met me. I still struggle with everything i put you through, How bossy and controlling i was. If i spent 5 minutes really reliving everything for the hundredth time i could make myself puke with how disgusted i get at my old self. So jealous and insecure over nothing! So manipulative and underhanded... Your comment, I needed to look up TLDR to understand it meant too long didn't read, But definitely not tldr. It helped a lot. It helped with the some of the guilt, the guilt that makes it impossible to love anyone anymore. Nowadays, if there is someone i like, i stay as far away from them as humanly possible. I haven't even attempted a flirt with someone in around 3 years. no relationships, no friends, no sex, yata yata yata no Nothing, Just my studies. Particle physics, quantum mechanics, String theory, I'm obsessed! Ancient history is my real time killer. I've read The Art of War by Sun Tzu more times then i've gotten a text or call from a friend this year. I really want to talk to you though.... I could ramble here like a fool all day and not say anything of importance, And you said you wanted my help with something? Ok. ******** it. I hate and hate and hate facebook, But I will make a new account to talk to you. It won't be today because as soon as i finish this next sentence i gotta get out of here, But ill try my damndest to get on and again this week and make one. Its rather difficult when you live 100% off the grid like i do. Im talking i spent the whole summer living in the woods, didn't see another human being at one point for over 2 months. WAS GREAT. Anyways, i gotta bounce so, Talk to you soon! take care Diana. So wierd to type your name o.o I never thought i'd get to talk to you again! Bye!

Report | 09/17/2011 10:11 am

Cunning Malevolence

Hey stinky! biggrin Long time! AGAIN. I haven't internet even once since the time i posted a comment on your page -_- its sucked hard. You thought i'd never talk to you again? God no ive got to much to say to you o.o Hmm how to word this without sounding like a creeper x-bf...hmm ******** it i don't like to word things other then exactly how i feel them. In the past few months of my life i've spent the majority of my time thinking and reflecting on how i got to where i was today. Im very content with the person im becoming these days unlike i used to be. I sealed a lot of stuff away in my head and recently started sifting it out. Upon relflecting over the time i spent with you, I realized somethings. First off was feeling like wow i can't believe you stayed with me so ******** long with as much as a ******** head i was. Then once i really started picking my old brain i started to realize something. Other then a huge apology for the evil i put you through, I owe you something else. I owe you a really really big thank you. Because Diana you know something? You were outrageously loving to me, you taught me something i'd truly, truly never experienced before. I was a truly s**t-head kid until you came around. You saw something in me i guess, and it must of been there. Because, even though i had no idea how to be a good bf, not a clue. After you were gone, and i was left to understand my own ignorance, I changed slowly, yet drastically. All the kindness you exposed me to changed who i would become, and I truly, Truly hold you responsible for the kindness i now show everyone. I'm no longer the twisted a*****e i once was. It really took a lot for me to say that ill be honest hahaha But my motto now is to speak the truth no matter how hard it comes out. So again, Thanks Diana ^_^

Report | 04/18/2011 1:21 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Hey! sorry i never got back to you. Ive been roaming the country for the past 6 months! not online much anymore. Hows everything going?

Report | 07/22/2010 11:27 am

Cunning Malevolence

Hey diana. How are you? smile

Report | 06/12/2010 8:07 pm

xXxAriel_DarksidexXx

lol thanks mommy biggrin hehehe

Report | 02/20/2010 4:49 pm

xXxAriel_DarksidexXx

Diana!! i got a new phone so i need ur number again :3

Report | 09/17/2009 12:57 pm

xXxAriel_DarksidexXx

Mommy!!! omg you have to text me sometime!!! :3 i havent talked to you forever!

Report | 09/15/2009 9:20 pm

Lady Tremaine

Nothing really. I am in school and I believe Junior year=suckage.

Report | 09/03/2009 10:32 pm

Cunning Malevolence

Lol thanks. Don't worry i won't forget. razz I apologize for your face's dissemblance, Shes a bit rough at times.. ^^; But you knew that.

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