I have forgotten about my Ex-Boyfriend;Julion. But my friend says I should keep pushing to keep the relationship going.
I have a new boyfriend:Joey. He is amazing, he makes Julion look like a wimp...mean to say, but true. I love Joey so much...He is always there for me, to comfort me, to make my worries go away.
School: 2 weeks ago, I got the news My grandma is going to die soon....and It affected my moods....SO I never handed in all my work for report cards....I got OKAY marks...But I was pushing so I would have over 70 Percent again this semester....
Seeing my grandma so skinny, she is literally skin and bones. She goes from cold to hot. She doesn't have that much of breathing.
I want to stay by her side no matter what...Even if I get less then 7 hours of sleep...I don't want to leave her side if she dies...even if my body needs the rest....I don't care if I get a cold.
my friends comfort me online. My real life friends don't know what to really say, I assume they don't know what I am going through.
I tried to seek comfort from my dad, but gave me this tone he didn't want to listen to my problems, and hanged up on me....
I don't cry in front of my family, and parents....It feels werid...because I am not Emotionally opened up to them. But I still hang out with them, and talk with them.
My tooth that got pulled out still hurts slightly. I can't really eat hard food yet, but I can eat. I have the urge to eat, but it makes me feel sick thinking about it.
I go from being hyper, to werid, to happy, to feeling sick when it comes to wanting to eat, to sad, to depressed.....it just goes everywhere.
I may not look sad...but I feel the pain inside....
::KYLA
I have a new boyfriend:Joey. He is amazing, he makes Julion look like a wimp...mean to say, but true. I love Joey so much...He is always there for me, to comfort me, to make my worries go away.
School: 2 weeks ago, I got the news My grandma is going to die soon....and It affected my moods....SO I never handed in all my work for report cards....I got OKAY marks...But I was pushing so I would have over 70 Percent again this semester....
Seeing my grandma so skinny, she is literally skin and bones. She goes from cold to hot. She doesn't have that much of breathing.
I want to stay by her side no matter what...Even if I get less then 7 hours of sleep...I don't want to leave her side if she dies...even if my body needs the rest....I don't care if I get a cold.
my friends comfort me online. My real life friends don't know what to really say, I assume they don't know what I am going through.
I tried to seek comfort from my dad, but gave me this tone he didn't want to listen to my problems, and hanged up on me....
I don't cry in front of my family, and parents....It feels werid...because I am not Emotionally opened up to them. But I still hang out with them, and talk with them.
My tooth that got pulled out still hurts slightly. I can't really eat hard food yet, but I can eat. I have the urge to eat, but it makes me feel sick thinking about it.
I go from being hyper, to werid, to happy, to feeling sick when it comes to wanting to eat, to sad, to depressed.....it just goes everywhere.
I may not look sad...but I feel the pain inside....
::KYLA
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