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Well me growing up i've always been miss anti-social. With a few friends here and there. But I always had the hardest time growing close to people, because it seemed everytime I'd make a friend they'd leave me for popularity or move away. The people who stayed around seemed like they wanted to be around me because no one else, and all those who were true seemed to move away one after another. For the early years I spent alone, covered in a veil of depression. Trying to fit in with people I had nothing in common. Well I was lucky when I was 12 to meet the best friend i'd ever had. Through one of those not-so-friends I met a young Lyndsay( you guys know her as Dsay). Who went out of her way to find, rather than the other way around. She would call me, listen to what I had to say, show me respect, remembered me. Eveyday we'd talk on the phone and hang out on the weekends doing nothing more than laying around playing Sailor Moon. ( i'd be Sailor Moon and she'd be Sailor Mercury) We upgraded to video games (mostly Bust a Groove and Final Fantasy 7) and pads upon pads of paper full of drawings. Her and I seemed to be glued at the hip, where there was a Lyndsay there was a Kat. My mom even claimed her and I shared a brain, we agreed whole heartedly. After so long when her and I were just discovering ourselves, we both discovered we were Bi-Sexual (for those who don't know what that is, it's half gay). We dated a while,broke up, tried to remain friends but to no avail. It apeared as Kat and Lyndsay were no more. I was the one who moved away. After a couple years I MOVED BACK. I figured that she wanted nothing to do with me anymore, so I didn't bother getting in touch. One night while being bored at work, I figured what the hey, so I gave her a call. Made plans, and we were best friends again. We'll be bestest friend for 11 years come this fall. My Moosca I love you SO MUCH! I just wanted to write this cuz you rock, and changed my life for the better. Because without you, i'd probally have killed my self long ago.