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Like a rose in the dark, I missed him again. Love is like tragic song. Well I missed my chance again, like a dove on the winds of time on an endless stream. My lost soul cries.

I can’t even think anymore. My life is like an elevator. Just as get my life settled. I become fickle, or shy. And lose all my friends and, I am not even sure why that is? Then I become positively shy again and can’t say what I mean then I am off by self again. Its like I break down one wall and, another one takes its place.

The only constants I have are my anime guys. I know its kind of silly but most times they’re all I have. So I guess its alright to have something to hang on to and maybe worth it. It’s really the only thing that keeps me sane.

Its not that I want to be a loner, I just tend to take things as the come and not reach for anything. It’s just my nature. Like the only thing that makes me happy is to make others happy, my other tendency is not to be judgmental. Which kind of get wired sometimes. I mean it seems like I know a person for two days, there talking about all these deep things. Its not that I don’t like it its just kind of freaky sometimes.

Well that all for now,
Cheers