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I always say that I don't want a girlfriend, but is that just because of my general confusion? I honestly do want someone to share my life with, even for one more short while. So far, all girls I like or have liked are now taken or like someone else. I'm tired of looking because I have other things to work on internal as well as with my life in general. So in turn, I'm waiting for someone to come find me. Even if a girl does find me, I don't know how I would deal with it. My interests seem to rise and fall on a dime. My mind hasn't been straight for at least 2 years now. I have a huge clash of wanting a girlfriend and not wanting one. I heard something from someone, that's why Istarted thinking about it.