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In the world we live in there are no heroes
No one will save us from our fate
We are doomed from the start to live life like we do
I live life like it was nothing
I walk around everyday doing what i should do
I want life to end so detah can begin
In my eyes life doesn't start til you die but that's just me
No one understands me in this world, they don't know i exist
I'm just like everyone else, but i'm not
I'm nothing like them, i'm myself
i live for myself and care for myself
Hate myself, love myself
I look out my window and wonder why
why i'm here and why is it that i have no emotions
It seems the wheather is bad when somethings wrong with me
but that's how i like it
i hate the sun and hot wheather
i like the rain, snow and thunderstorms that covers the land and sky
Why, oh why so i wish to die?