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I lost myself today. Again. Can you help me find me, I'm probably not far. Please, I can't sleep out there alone. No, now! Fine, tomorrow then, but you promise you'll look hard? I can't bear to think I'm out there alone, in the dark unforgiving world... at night. It is night right? Okay, good I thought so. Don't worry self, when tomorrow comes, we'll find you.

But, wait, what if tomorrow never comes? I mean technically, tomorrow is the day after today, right? But then, when it finally is tomorrow, its actually today and the next day is tomorrow instead of today. Get it? No? What do you mean, no? It's perfectly clear. Your not making any sense at all and my poor self is all out there alone for who knows what to find. Hey! I'm talking to you! Don't go away! Please. Fine, go away then, I don't need you, I'll find myself on my own. All alone.

~But I never did find myself. They say if you look hard enough, its always in the last place you look, but not for me. I searched all night for even a glimpse of what I am, but is was gone. Gone and hidden away, forever. Maybe I should have asked for help.~