i hate the way he looks at me and the way he still says my name. i hate that even though im made he still yells out my name. i hate that even when its over he just wont let go. i hate that when i want to cry it tends to always show. i hate that i have moved on and hes till stuck in the past. I hate that i gave that much of me to something that will never last. I hate the way he trust me even though i lied. I hate the way i cant leave even though i tried. I hate that i love someone else but he just still loves me. I hate that he cant get the fact that we can never be. I hate when he smiles at me because it seems so true. I hate the way he had me and that he always knew. I hate how i didnt listen to my friends plees and cries. I hate that i didnt listen and now all i do is cry. I hate that now i must forget him and leave it all behind. I hate that i wasted my life on someone who left me behind. I hate how he asked me something so impossible. I hate how he thought he could cross that line is still still now un-crossable. i hate the way he cals me back even after we fight. i hate how im still not strong no matter how i fight. I hate that his grin still shows the love he has for me. I hate that now all i can to is turn and take my leave. I hate how we couldnt work it out and him still be my friend. I hate how i have to say this... that it is the end.
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