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Zero: I couldn't move for the past two mornings Akaida. I was wide awake, told my body to move but it wouldn't
Akaida: Why is master's body not working right? *tilts head*
Zero: Not silly it wasn't that *faintly smiles and musses her hair*
Akaida: biggrin SO why then?
Zero: No matter how I try to shake him, he alway's comes back Akaida.
Akaida: Who?
Zero: *Stays quite*
Akaida: (why...this feels so...) *wraps arms around him*
Zero: *resists at first but then lets her* He's the Seishuku Bassist, now known as Griever's Roar.
Akaida: Who is he master? *rests head on his shoulder*
Zero: He's me. Every single ounce of doubt, laziness, everything that would hold me down. He's out, trying to defeat me this time, and he's been growing in strength for months and years. Every time I shook him off, he only gets stronger.
Akaida: But you can beat him, master can beat anyone!
Zero: *smiles slightly and shakes his head* It's hard to do that, when You have all this on you *opens his jacket, massive gashes, holes, burns in his body fester with dark auras* I need to be healed before I can fight him at my fullest. The Strength of my friends help. But to keep them happy, sometimes I had to do some of this to me to keep them happy.
Akaida: You, hurt yourself?
Zero: Yes.
Akaida: But WHY master?
Zero: one thing you have to learn, there are things you have to give up, along with feelings and pride, to help those around you.
Akaida: That seems so evil...
Zero: That's how I am Akaida. Only when I'm finally at peace in my most favorite place, will I be able to begin healing.
Akaida: Where's that master? *holds him tighter*
Zero: Right here.