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Yeah.. yesterday I just graduated... and I don't think that it's hit me yet that I'm not going to be going back to that school. I mean I'm going to miss it a lot.. and I'm not going to be seeing the same people over and over again.. which I think might be good for me. I'm going to be able to be myself, I think. I haven't been able to be what I think is me. Maybe I'll be able to make some good friends down there and such.

IDK... but I think I'm actually going to do something productive this summer, maybe not exactly a job, but something that allows me to find myself and figure out exactly who I am. Yeah... it's just one of those days... and it felt weird walking up to the stage and seeing all my old teachers right there.. it even surprised me to see my art teacher there too.. and even in a suit! (anyone who knows him knows that he never dresses up) I almost cried. I think about going back.. but like I realized from wanting to go back to other schools... there's nothing to go back to.

Oh well.. I'm being to dreary.. I should be happy.. I mean I don't have to wear a vest to go to the bathroom anymore.. whee I don't even know when the party's going to be... or who's coming.. Probably a LOT of adults.. like my mom said "They're the ones with the money" rolleyes Yeah... graduation parties seemed boring.. but then again.. I wasn't the graduate...

Time to go start doing crap that I want to do! 4laugh