well I have nothing to do.. the RPG is dead for right now and I felt like getting on gaia. I love you guys, thanks for the comments. I wish I could get on here more but since finals and such are coming closer and closer I seem to be spending less and less time online. Not just on gaia but online in general. I know, Candice NOT online?! that's insane! anywho to the comments, ash I know we haven't been talking much I've just been in a silent stage of depression where I'm not suicidal I just.. don't want to talk to anyone. I'm sorry. I'm better now I guess.. still got minor aches and stuff and I kinda lost my voice but yeh. And kev you aren't a b*****d, as much as I want to hate you for what you've done to me I can't... we don't even talk anymore.. so I have nothing to hate you for I guess. Anywho I'm going to try to get on gaia more. I just bought an April letter, hope they're as cute as the kittys and I hope next months letter goes down in price >< I can't afford it especially since I haven't been getting on much. woah I have 100 journal posts? awesome XD I've been posting some in my livejournal and ash just told me the name of my blurty so I'll be posting in that soon.. I just.. I miss the comments.. I miss the friends I've made on gaia. everything happened so fast.. people just stopped posting and it gave me no reason to come here.. and yea like Kev said this place holds a lot of memories.. some I want to remember.. well most I do but.. nevermind.
sooo about my life.. We got the pool up!!!!! oh my gosh I can't wait to go swimming!!! and we got the fence up so no more chasing my dog around the woods next to my house. But in order to get the fence up we had to cut down a tree.. man was that a fun day. It was last sunday when it was really hot and nice out. My aunt and uncle came over to help my dad since he'd never had a chainsaw before. So we had fun. I wasn't allowed to use the chainsaw but I got to lug the branches by the fire pit. We're having a bon fire this weekend XD I got sun burn that day.. me and my sis were playing on the deck of the pool, sticking our feet in the freeezing water. we still need to put the chemicals in it and stuff. But it was fun. Most fun I've had in a while actually..
I miss my friends so much.. like.. it hurts. I wish I could go see them more.. a lot more than I have.. since I've moved I've gone to visit them maybe 5 er 6 times. I hopefully will be going agian in May.. once summer starts I wont get to see most of them at all. it sucks. But yeh I'm gonna hopefully have a pool party for my 17th birthday, I just don't know how everyone will be able to get here.. >< damnit! oh well We'll work things out..
that's all for now I think the bell is gonna ring.. I'll talk to you all later <333 the comments
 xXunspokentearsXx · Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 04:51pm · 2 Comments |
