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Goodbye? well as it stands i had a guy here to do my sewer work.. was a bonus.. but at the same time city inspector came by and noticed a few things with my porch needed fixed and added on that the sewer guy had things all over the place.. my house is the oldest on the block.. its noticeable that it is frowns and with little income pouring into my house its hard to fix up .. well anyway .. they came in and wanted to see what was going on in the basement.. saw all the water down there that was sewage backed up and frowned on it.. asked me about things on it that i couldnt deny like could i afford to keep paying to have the sewer fixed .. i could have lied .. but its not me to be like that.. i told the truth.. and in telling the truth i have to move from my home.. city says its a health hazard for an old building .. more like saying its an eye sore to them since its an old house .. is this goodbye for me?.. i hope not.. i have people here i have grown fond of.. and please dont beg for my things cause i know i will get net when i get another place just not sure when i wil frowns as for when i will get another place.. i dont know.. i dont know where to go .. i could live with my mom i suppose.. gods wil she love that.. something more to degrade me in to call me a failure. maybe i am one.. i cant keep up with lots of things in this house right now i just want to die..

Posted by: yourmoongodess Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 08:26pm

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Commented on: Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 09:12pm


	well you wont die and you're not a failure stare just that some people have it harder than others.. some will never know what it is to go through things we do sweatdrop Having a house on your own is really tough.. specialy in your condition. Maybe it will take time but you'll come back.. Hopefully soon.. cuz knowing Betta.. ya stressed vending 24/7.. a guy can go crazy without his girl gonk

Commented on: Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 09:12pm


	heart gonk please dont wish that! We all like you very much I hope your house gets fixed soon.. my house is old too... redface heart

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Commented on: Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 09:31pm


	No hon, there is never a goodbye. Take you as going for a 'vacation' out of Gaia. No matter what your mom would say, you have to think about yourself, not her. For your benefit, you have to keep baby in a safe environment...there's no better place than your home or your parent's. I know Auntie will have to move too...so maybe that way you all live together at mom's for only a little while, it won't be for long. edit goodbye..I will head out of gaia till you come home. I love you heart (new journal updated)

Commented on: Thu Apr 14, 2005 @ 11:28pm


	No Ana You are not failure and Dont you EVER think that of your self... You have had a really bad child and teen life and I just want to tell you that me and betta love you and will be here waiting for you... Just think of your baby and how much he loves you... heart

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Commented on: Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 03:29am


	I hope your house gets fixed...I am sure you will be able to find someplace to call home. I will miss you if you leave but Gaia can always be your home. Unfortunately you need a computer.. sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 01:34pm


	You're NOT a failure, you're a very wonderful person. I wish you goodluck and hope you're not gone for long. >< Hope to see you soon. heart

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Commented on: Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 01:46pm


	Well, first off you're not a failure... very far from it... (your writing is proof, and how kind you are to people etc... so trust me, definatly not a failure) and if your mom even tried to say it, just think of it as her talking to herself... or something odd like that... (don't ask me what goes on in my head, as you probably know, even I don't understand half the things I say sweatdrop ) But anyway... just make the best of it you can even if you have to move in with your mom... unless there was some kind of way to get some kind of government grant thing to help fix the place up (wouldn't know much about that, considering I don't live in the US... but there could be something like that) So basicly... what I guess I'm trying to say is that things will work out, they always seem to... And like betta said... it'll be just like a little vacation (much like the one I'm on right now, just with more sightseeing and less boredom sweatdrop ) As for the building... you could maybe sell it if you're forced to move... some people love the fixer-uper types... and if it's old, it's got to be worth it to fix it up... some people are just into that stuff 3nodding And I'm also with you in how you handdled it... I'd have told the truth myself, which is quite a good atribute... just kinda annoying at times but well worth having 3nodding Well, not sure what else to say (surprised I wrote this much already) but hope whatever happens works out... heh... wonder if my dad would mind company ninja 3nodding

Commented on: Fri Apr 15, 2005 @ 09:18pm


	it'll be ok!!!!!!!!!!! you can come live with me!! mahahahaha and brign you're son too!!...You're NOT a failer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE A REALLY REALLY REALLY GREAT FRIEND!!!! it's not you're fault either!!....I'm sure it'll be fine!!!!! I'll pray for you!!!!! heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart heart hugs!!!!

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